I cant..

I cant sleep..

I hate it whenever I see Ma reading biblical summaries
It makes me feel sad...
Shiver is the right word and I get ugly-awful-goosebumps

A forwarded e-mail broke me into tears,
It made me start to feel guilty.
That as I grow old in life,
It's not just about being happy, alone.
It's not just about worrying who you will be ending up with,
It's not just about spending and taking your time enjoying leisure,

It is but a fact that you have to be MORE responsible in taking care of your parents.
Be more considerate, praying that they may have a longer time to live,
Than usual.

God, Im so scared.