and so it's being told, been shaking this confusion off my head, but it lies within my knotted cerebellum, my arteries have a huge space to accommodate the thrilling reality of almost falling. Instigator? -- my being hopelessly romantic that i have attached myself to some awakening series of romance and sarcastic opportunities. and defense mechanism in the form of denial, is what i need.
Ang lalim no? akala mo naman ang laki ng problema ko. Ganito pala ang feeling ng sudden tranference. it's a bit similar to what ive been through with my pasts, pero dahil "a bit" nga lang, me nakakapanibago. One, it's related to a person who is so far, "unattainable to have". Two, he's a..... i just said the enormous word....HE! this is so unusual for those who have known me for what, years and ages ago, and people i've been unfolding my insanity.
So feeling the fever of what i have been currently watching (actually excessive times of watching!), i am trapped in the sequel of the main characters involved in the story, and so is he! My horrible dreams are slowly crawling inside our real world. Days, months and years before dreaming romance with him, there had been unanswered, questionnable Whys and Whats.
So let me ask you, these are some samples you may want to assess. What if you encounter this type of person:
- Me certain Dresscode for you!
- who would extremely makes you realize that you finally learned how to comb your hair!
- who would give you such blunt and stubborn acknowledgements
- who would make a sudden pop in front of you, tell you anything new then before you respond, disappearing act na
- subukan mong sagutin ang tawag niya: 3 bagay lang maririnig mo: either boses lalaki ka, umiiyak ka ba or bat galak na galak ka (Ampotah!)
- who would recommend for you to see a dermatologist, maybe it's about time to have a facial cleaning (Grrrrr!!!!)
In short, kung paramihan ng Asaran and Bangayan Scenes, count us in! We'll definitely win the award.
Hay...but my own humble world is too colorful to splash more hues and spices. Leave it as it is, bawal ang assumptions, "could-it-be" thoughts, and Hoping "maybe-s". Unacceptable ang "malay mo" and "dreams can come true".
Phase lang ito, lilipas din ito, nagkataon lang ito, at tutuldukan ko na'to. Tama na si Jannelle naka-jackpot ke Gian, at Qiang Xin ke Zhi Shu. Iba to, dahil in real world, hindi ko linya to.
What's bothering me though is the fact that it might be a pleasant surprise to me, but one life's direction is..a continuous form of change.
and i tell you, I am walking towards that path.
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