Monday, June 9, 2008

remains of my former Downelink life

perfection to obsession

RIGHT ATTITUDE AND CRAFT~should be before you pursue a career
MASTER AND RECIPE~learn and improve
MEASUREMENT AND INGREDIENTS~secret to a lasting taste
MOLDERS & SIZES~ important to a more sensible cut
TEMPERATURE ~ to have the right output
MIX & BLEND ~proof of your ownership
SIZES & SPACE ~maximizing performance level
SENSES~can speak; and justify what you can offer
PRESENTATION AND STORING~ will tell you what product you can have

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10/14/06 05:11 PM

me

i AM such an abstract.
a broken irony OF ALLsorts
A distorted LINE,a
scatteredpaint
a manifestation of AN OBLIVIOUS quest

sometimes...

sometimes its just your ego.sometimes its just your impulse. sometimes its just but your dirty doubtful mind.sometimes its just your drowning self-esteem. sometimes its just YOU and nothing else, no else.its all in your mind. clear it. then youll see trust. then youll find harmony....and true love. for sometimes pushing away people isn't helping you at all - to regain what youve lost; you tend to hurt those people you love; thus, you tend to lose all. stop depriving yourself...its just but a simple malpractice of one's defense mechanism. face it. cleanse your subconscious;wash away those insecurities; and malodorous guilt. be brave.act normal.just be you.and start to appreciate and love yourself.it'll be a good start to give,impart and share love. true people i love you.


01/14/07 01:53 PM

REAL SCORE ABOUT Long Distance Relationship




LDR is tough, when you're not responsible of your actions and how SERIOUS are you in dealing with your feelings towards the person.

cos we all know about doubtful moments, temptations, paranoia and all...


-to be continued-

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I'm...

I see myself as the last thin thread of a knotted rope...
I am persevering but my patience is dangerous sometimes..
I do believe that some impossibilities are possible only if one is craving for a goal...
I once thought about the meaning of existence as an understatement of moarning cruelty...

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I happen to slip and slide through greasy yet crooked tunnels of oblivion...

I... will go back to my work and will continue this once I find time to end this.


04/16/07 10:47 PM

Duh?

Don’t you?
Don’t we?
Don’t they?
Don’t I?

I sink you stumble, they fall, we are lost.

As long as ALL resorts to EACH
US becomes INDIVIDUAL THING

There will never be a TEAM
Neither having a world of Responsible Living Beliefs

Do Agree?

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05/08/07 02:20 PM

Taken for granted

i always thought that i am a good provider of care, love and trust. But i am not. and no one perhaps.


but you know i thought wrong again.cos the day i said my piece about dying and moving on , was the day i have found that provider. and i learned to go with the flow. i learned to dance and study the ways to be a good provider.

but you know again, in some cases you thought you knew it all, as if better than the one who walked and taught you such priceless lessons in handling a relationship.

the thing is, i wanted to go back to that learning process, in that Institution - with My teacher who is a good provider, myself, our support and God.and i will never never never get out of there.cos that's my home, with her.



God, im broken into pieces.

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05/12/07 01:04 AM

Tee.

dear Tee:

remember you had a cute 4-corner devil choco cake topped with a seashell form-icing?with little candles,lit and blown by the one who owned half of your reasons to live?



please do think and look back, cos youll be the only person to re-acknowledge and rekindle its memory.



because youve been put into a coma?!the milieu left and you only have the other 1/2 of why you continue to exist, and you have to fight for your wholeness?



now if those 2 halves do not combine for you to be whole again,



remember the one WHO gave you that Life you are calling...



For birthdays are for everybody; and birth-day per se is to celebrate the day you were born and its purpose.



Love,
Me

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