am i still breathing?

am i still breathing?
even for a fact that i did not intend to steal someone from a friend.

am i still breathing?
even if i was too certain that i was looking for complications and troubles.

am i still breathing?
it takes two to tango. and when the love triangle fell apart, she walked away and said that she needed some space.

am i still breathing?
that since last time we never communicate like we used to. mainly because we all got hurt.

am i still breathing?
cause my soul got stuck a little. and i felt my heart turned into a big stone.that when we last held each other's hands, I felt numbness in my nerves, no thrill, no electrifying sensation within.

am i still breathing?
cause I just want to get out from this routine, the world I used to live with eversince she came into my life.

am i still breathing?
cause seriously, I want to move on, and continue living.